Happy thoughts

Now i sit

deep in thought

the television bursting

but i pay it no attention.

Words spoken but soon forgotten

my friends chatter

I give it no notion


“What do you think?”

I have no idea

too deep,

too cold,

too dark.

How did i get here?

The smoke in my lungs

starts to burn violently

the whisky in my hand,

drowns me.

My hand on the trigger

my sights set,

“Yeah! Great!”

I slip away once again.


Now i sit

deep in thought.

Things you couldn’t dream

Racing around in my mind.

Why am I like this?

Why do I torture myself so?

A bitter-sweet taste

as the whiskey softens

my emotion.


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